I just started watching this show and I’m really enjoying it. The characters are intriguing, the acting is fantastic, and the writing is impeccable. It makes me want to spend some time in Texas or at least go to a football game.
I don’t get why I’m so hard on myself. I cut everyone a break, but when it comes to myself I don’t do the same. I have ridiculously high expectations for myself, which greatly surpass the expectations that I have for the people in my life. I don’t understand why I seem to be able to readily accept the failures and flaws in other people’s lives so easily, but not my own. I really put way too much pressure on myself. I need to remember that I’m young, and accept that it’s okay that I don’t have everything together.
Officially done with college. Graduation is on Sunday. When did I get so old?!
The best thing about being an adult is eating dessert whenever you want.
It’s a really weird time in my life. All these people that I went to elementary, middle, and high school with are living “real lives”. By that, I mean, some are getting married, a good portion are going to graduate school, and others are starting fascinating careers. It’s hard not to feel a little bit jealous or inadequate when you have absolutely no idea what is going to happen after you get your $120,000 degree. I’m a planner, so it’s really difficult to not have any control over my future or where I’ll end up. Anyway, I hope that something comes my way soon, something that tells me that everything is going to work out. I need some reassurance right about now.
For some reason I can’t take a song seriously if it mentions Facebook or Twitter in it.
I feel like this is really superficial of me, but I won’t work for a place that has a tacky website.
People need to stop being so terrified of being alone. You shouldn’t need to have someone by your side in order for you to feel complete. Enjoy your own company. Happiness should not be found in another person until you’re able to find it within yourself first.
For the past couple of weeks I’ve been an emotional wreck. I was dating this cute Scottish guy, but it was going way too fast ( he told me he loves me). And then I had this weird, complicated thing with one of my guy friends. I couldn’t decide whether I wanted more or if there was even a point of trying for more. Now I feel calm and liberated that all the boy drama is over. I have made the best decision for me, which is to just be friends with both of them. Right now I’m just happier being single, free, and independent. If I meet someone new that’s great, but settling down or dating is not one of my priorities. There is something so exciting about being a single woman and having the whole world ahead of you.
I feel like I don’t know myself anymore. I did something that I never thought I would do and it’s making me sick. I initially tried to rationalize it, but I know that what I did was wrong. I won’t let myself do it again. However, I’m questioning what I’m capable of and whether I’m the good person that I fancy myself to be. I want to tell my friend what I did, but by being honest I’d be causing her pain. It makes me wonder if it’s okay to lie to someone to protect them or is everyone always entitled to the truth.
